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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
if there is something i hate hate hate over everything else it is liars
people lying to me makes me irrate and gives me incredible anxiety
NOT OKAY.
and i already hate college even though i haven't even applied yet
and im a horrible driver
and if one more person asks what my summer plans are i think i will KILL
its hot/humid/gross
and i want a boy
that is all.
Current mood:  aggravated Current music: the supremes
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Friday, June 3, 2005
so i am due to gateway on monday morning....my advisor suggested that i practice sometime next week like on wednesday
do you see a problem here?
my advisor doesnt know when my gateway is
michael fucking conway ladies and gentlemen
nervous? why should i be nervous?
Current mood: aggravated
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005
Sunday, March 13, 2005
i think teen drinking is disgusting
i am sick of watching drunk kids falling all over themselves. throwing up. trying to have conversations.
its honestly pathetic and sad
i dont mind "experimenting" of course but its just out of hand
it only brings bad things
someone gets arrested, or someone has a meltdown, or someone fucks by accident, or someone passes out
its honestly grotesque and i dont want to be a part of it anymore
im not shunning anyone who does it, i have just realized that watching teens get trashed is not fun at all. it makes me depressed.
if i get to the point where my weekend is about getting wasted. i hope someone will help me...
what are these people going to do in college? just drink 20 times more?
most people dont know there limits and thats why there are always disasters and one person who goes way overboard
im done. im done with this shit.and im done with spending tons of money. i spent fifty bucks in a week. and my mom's birthday is coming up and i have no money. i spent it all on pointless shit. thats disgusting.
im so ashamed
this empty stupid lifestyle just has to end
Current mood:  drained
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005
bad days bad bad days
exhausted
depressed
feeling out of sync
lonely
distanced
too much school....
i hate this feeling
should i feel guilty? because people are suggesting that im fucking up...i probably am...i just dont have the energy to confront it yet
Current mood:  depressed
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Monday, January 10, 2005
who is trapped in the flooded valley and cannot go over the hill to get to her school?
yeah thats me
so if anyone was wondering
due to climate-related as well as locational difficulties i have been granted my own rain day
enjoy the westside chillins.
im takin it easy in the little puddle we know and love as the san fernando valley
Current mood:  amused Current music: john lennon
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4 ideals| welcome to bohemia
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
what is everyone doing for new years?
i dont know wat to do!!
something fun hopefully
any ideas? anyone having a party?
Current mood:  curious Current music: funky town
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Saturday, December 11, 2004
call me crazy but i dont find any of this fulfulling
Current mood: cranky Current music: carol king
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
Friday, November 26, 2004
ive been told that is supposed to rain tomorrow and hit a record low
i hav also been told there is a chance for very light snow!
it snowed in santa ana so it could happen
PLEASE OH HEAVENLY SNOW GODS!!
how fucking kick ass would that be?
Current mood: hopeful
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Monday, November 22, 2004
im sobbing right now.
i cant do this.
i have like four hours of consultancy tomorrow
and i found out my math project is due at eight thirty
i cant do all this tonight
i dont get it
i never will
its math
my mind isnt capable
no one can really help i have so much work to do. my calculator dissapeared.
i didnt turn in rough drafts so thats does not meets in two habits right there
i feel like just asking for alll does not meets
this isnt worth it
and mike told my mom about the rough draft thing so im gonna get it when they get home....IF they EVER come home
im so upset. i just want this to end. i know i brought this upon myself but i cant take it im so exhausted and so stressed im having a complete meltdown.
what am i gonna do? mike wont care. i cant stop crying, cuz im so achey and tired from bball practice and the other work and all this math and ughhh and everyone has it done and perfect and im gonna get the worst rubric ever which means a horrible mid year assessment.
Current mood: totally fucked Current music: my sniffles and sobs
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
Dear dead person (relative or no one in particular),
Is life really worth it?
Please Right Back Soon...or give me some sorta sign.
Thanks,
Mere-Mortal
Current mood: crappy Current music: offspring
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
our really close family friend (and neighbor) and her boyfriend made a funny cute coffee table book. It is a parody of the dick and jane books with a yiddish/jewish theme
example
see jane schlep
schlep jane schlep
with illustrations and a glossary and tons of jewish vocab. a funny sarcastic story line. its out now.
here is the vit lit (little video sample thing)
http://www.vidlit.com/yidlit/yidlit.html
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Monday, November 15, 2004
im so tired.
basketball conditioning is killing me.
i wish math would dissapear.
im going to the caribbean in spring time. i think. cool shit.
wildwood is really overwhelming right now...like IN YOUR FACE...like ALL THE TIME
i dont know...i just feel kinda suffocated there sometimes
tomorrow i get to serve food to homeless people....its kool but tiring--oh well..good for a cheap easy self esteem boost.
maybe i'll take a mental health day soon. How sad though. That i need that. wildwood has like one full week of skool all year.
my new bus driver is a fatass...he has neck sausages...but they arent sausages they are like bratwurst sandwhiches. eww. and did i mention hes really FAT? please. for the sake of mankind. excersize.
But i saw Anthony Kiedis and a groupie at my bus stop @ 7 a.m. on a weekday morning. how random.
Current mood: exhausted Current music: egyptian
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Monday, November 1, 2004
C'est très pénible pour penser, ces jours
I lost my vocabulary this weekend. I'm too tired to be passionate about anything. I did have a good weekend. I just wish I wasn't so mad at everyone for letting me be so unmotivated. I just wish I could spend all day listening to music and drinking tea and analyzing people.
The teachers being on OUR side would deffinitly help.
I can't even express how I feel...I'm too tired. too blah. blank. dull. drained.
sleeping sounds nice but i have work. of course.
someone wanna help me explain to myself that putting off the work won't make it dissapear?
hopefully you can get me to listen because i sure cant.
let me know how it goes. i hope to see improvement.
Current mood:  cold
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
Sunday, October 17, 2004
um yeah so we tried on lingerie in victorias secret for like an hour
we skipped down the rainy streets singing oldies
and to top it off
we went skinny dipping in a hot jacuzzi in the freezing cold rain
maybe LA will actuallly have a winter this year...?
Current mood:  giddy Current music: happy together-turtles
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Monday, October 11, 2004
will someone light their butthole on fire?
itd make life a hell-of-a-lot more interesting
Current mood: groggy Current music: cat stevens
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Saturday, October 9, 2004
Sucha beautiful song...download it
Trouble
Cat Stevens
Trouble
Oh trouble set me free
I have seen your face
And it's too much too much for me
Trouble
Oh trouble can't you see
You're eating my heart away
And there's nothing much left of me
I've drunk your wine
You have made your world mine
So won't you be fair
So won't you be fair
I don't want no more of you
So won't you be kind to me
Just let me go where
I'll have to go there
Trouble
Oh trouble move away
I have seen your face
and it's too much for me today
Trouble
Oh trouble can't you see
You have made me a wreck
Now won't you leave me in my misery
I've seen your eyes
and I can see death's disguise
Hangin' on me
Hangin' on me
I'm beat, I'm torn
Shattered and tossed and worn
Too shocking to see
Too shocking to see
Trouble
Oh trouble move from me
I have paid my debt
Now won't you leave me in my misery
Trouble
Oh trouble please be kind
I don't want no fight
And I haven't got a lot of time
Current mood: content Current music: cat stevense
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